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National Coming Out Day

Thu, 11 Oct 2012 16:35:54 -0400

I’m gay. Holla!

The element I always suspected, but never wanted to be true, introduced its ugly face. These four...

Mon, 03 Sep 2012 18:32:33 -0400

The element I always suspected, but never wanted to be true, introduced its ugly face.
These four walls are collapsing in on me, suffocating me.
I look to my family for help, but all that’s left are lies.
I look to my friends but I remember this secret cannot yet be revealed.
I feel so alone with mixed emotions and plans of the future failing before they even had a chance.
where do we go from here?
I will wallow in my desolate room hundreds of miles away and hope for the best.
Only someday I can feel normal again.

I love the whole 3D chalk art! It’s so amazing what they...

Sat, 21 Jul 2012 01:34:17 -0400

I love the whole 3D chalk art! It’s so amazing what they can do.

lovelylatenights: LMFAO!!!

Sat, 30 Jun 2012 22:39:40 -0400

lovelylatenights:

LMFAO!!!

Ahh! The memories.

Thu, 21 Jun 2012 00:45:40 -0400

Ahh! The memories.

queersecrets: [two men lying on a dock by a lake.] [text:...

Thu, 21 Jun 2012 00:42:09 -0400

queersecrets:

[two men lying on a dock by a lake.]

[text: Despite having a sex drive, I don’t really want to have sex. I just want to cuddle and be loved.]

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Sat, 09 Jun 2012 03:58:54 -0400

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Sat, 09 Jun 2012 03:53:25 -0400

I want one!!

Fri, 08 Jun 2012 22:12:39 -0400

I want one!!

Love elephants

Fri, 08 Jun 2012 22:12:17 -0400

Love elephants

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Thu, 17 May 2012 02:29:12 -0400

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Thu, 17 May 2012 02:28:56 -0400

Every demon wants his pound of flesh but I like to keep some things to myselfI like to keep my...

Sun, 06 May 2012 03:16:26 -0400

Every demon wants his pound of flesh
but I like to keep some things to myself
I like to keep my issues drawn
It’s always darkest before the dawn

And I’ve been a fool and I’ve been blind
I can never leave the past behind
I can see no way, I can see no way
I’m always dragging that horse around

All of these questions, such a mournful sound
Tonight I’m gonna bury that horse in the ground
So I like to keep my issues drawn
But it’s always darkest before the dawn.

Sex is good and all, but why can’t I have this?

Sun, 06 May 2012 03:02:02 -0400

Sex is good and all, but why can’t I have this?

I’m wadding in a sea of confusion, but I’m accepting it. This is part of my self...

Tue, 24 Apr 2012 23:33:54 -0400

I’m wadding in a sea of confusion, but I’m accepting it. This is part of my self discovery. It took me a lot of strength, courage, and time to realize/accept that I am gay. I thought perhaps it was all over after that. I figured out the biggest missing piece to my puzzle. But it didn’t stop. I keep finding these pieces that make it seem as though sexuality was the smallest of all pieces. This world is so much greater than what we know now. Our knowledge of it is infinite, if we decide it to be that way. Really, our self discovery never ends.

i dream

Tue, 17 Apr 2012 03:12:00 -0400

I dream of days when I’m free to be who I am. I dream of days when the world doesn’t look down on me. I dream of days when my parents can look and see me. I dream of days when the little details of my being do not define me. I dream of days when these chains no longer bind me. I dream of days when God doesn’t dictate the thoughts and prejudices of my fellow people. I dream of days when people don’t think I chose this life. I dream of days when people realize that although I didn’t choose it, I am happy with who I am and wouldn’t want to be anyone else.

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Mon, 16 Apr 2012 02:41:30 -0400

Dear Mom and Dad

Sat, 14 Apr 2012 04:01:59 -0400

Dear Mom and Dad,

This letter as been a long time coming and honestly, I can’t believe I’m writing it now. First, I want you to know that I love you very much and I hope that you will still love me even after what I am about to say. I lived a truly good childhood and that is all thanks to you two. There was nothing you guys could have done to change this, you already did a perfect job raising me. However, despite life being so good, I was fighting internally with myself. I was fighting over what I then thought was right and wrong, good and bad. I hated myself for years and I hated who I was. I had no one to talk to about it because I was afraid of my dreams of being hated to become realities. I was finally able to accept myself for who I am, and I’m telling you this because I want to be free to live my life to the fullest, and I want you guys to be a part of it. I am gay. I couldn’t do this face-to-face because I know you won’t instantly be happy. I know you will be sad, but I just don’t think I could witness that. You guys are my parents and you’re supposed to be strong. That’s what parents are supposed to do. They are supposed to be strong for their kids and tell them everything is going to be okay. I want you to know I didn’t choose this for myself. I was born this way and there is nothing you guys could have done to change that. Why would I choose to be discriminated against? Why would I choose to never be able to marry or have children? Although I didn’t choose this, I wouldn’t want to be anyone else. I love myself. Life is going to be hard enough with all of the anti-gay activists out there. I just need my parents to love me and accept me. You have to accept me because honestly, there is no other option. I hope for the sake of us all that you choose to accept me. I don’t want this to be something that tears this family apart. I love you both so much!

Love,
Your son

I fucking love Santana

Sat, 14 Apr 2012 01:51:16 -0400

I fucking love Santana

lovelylatenights: OMFG THIS IS THE FUNNIEST FUCKING THING I...

Wed, 11 Apr 2012 00:07:00 -0400

lovelylatenights:

OMFG THIS IS THE FUNNIEST FUCKING THING I HAVE SEEN IN MY WHOLE GOD DAMN LIFE

I just pissed my pants. Oh wait, I’m not wearing any. But if I were, there would be pee in them.